BABA

I saw you in my dream like you came and j was really happy baba

Today I read some tabeers and it indicates that you're in a good place and came to console me , check one  me and tell me that im doing good and I'm strong and everything will get better

Baba I love you so much

And I'm really grateful for everything you had done for me


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